Halloween

I only remember going out trick-or-treating once when I was little. My parents never allowed it. They always said it was satan's holiday. I don't know if that was the whole reason. Having 5 kids and not having a lot of money, halloween can be kinda expensive. My parents just bought us each a bag of candy so we still got candy but didn't have to buy a costume. Now that I am to the point where I am starting to think about the family that I am going to have someday. I hope one day God bless me with good, little, well-behaved, understanding children.

Angry Step Mom

It was January 22 of my junior year. Several people were talking about the accident, and how Cristy did not get into trouble for drinking. Hannah had claimed that when they were in the Ambulance that Cristy said she was going to take the same punishments as Hannah and Emily. She was said she was drinking so she going to pay the price. Well, I took Hannah side and not Cristy's side because I am not stupid, I do think she was think, she had before why would she stop? My step mother found out that I took Hannah's side instead of my oown step sisters.

I was in Kari Wagner's classroom after school. Ree came in and said can I talk to you. "Sure why not?" I was thinking. I walked out in to the hall. She was lecturing me how Cristy was my step sister and that family needs to stick together. I should believe Cristy and I should defend her. She asked me if I were aware that if Cristy got in trouble for this then she would not be volleyball captin, and be on honor society. (Little side note Ree had a daughter that died in a car accident at the age of 8). I told her, "You know I was going to say something to you, but I don't want to waste my breathe." What I really wanted to say is, "Are you not aware that your daughter should be paralyzed, if not dead, and all your worried about is that she is team captin. That is sad." But I didn't. I turned and started to walk away. She yelled down the hall as I walked away " Fine walk away from me. I don't think you realize how much you have hurt your father by moving out. That's it we're threw. You are no longer welcome in my house."

Like I had said before, I was in Kari Wagner's room crying every morning because of that witch. I don't think that Kari ever believed me until then. As soon as I had got into he classroom, I bahled. I cried so hard. Who does that? Honestly, thats a good way to make a fool of yourself. After that, Kari had no respect for her.

Car accident

My senior year, I remember getting a phone call from my father in December of my junior year at midnight. My step sister Cristy, and my two friends Hannah and Emiy had gotten into a car accident. They were on a gravel road they hit loose gravel and the car rolled. Cristy brused her back and Hannah, the driver, got the seat belt jabbed into her side. Emily, well, she was worst of all. She flew out of the car, and if the car would have from the side to the roof Emily would have been dead. Emily had broken er pelvic bone. Emily was in the hospital for several weeks. She had to spend her birthday in the hospital.

The big question was were they drinking? Hannah claimed that she was, Emily I believe was, but Cristy to this day is still unknow but to herself. She claimed that she was and then she wasn't she didn't blow enough for it show. However the thermanl cup did have alcohol in it.

I enjoyed living with my mom

I enjoyed living with my mother through my junior and senior year. It took sometime getting used to living with my step dad but he turned out to be a very nice guy. Yeah I am the youngest so when I was living with my mother she spoiled me. well more than my father. I had the whole up stairs to myself, Ihad my own living room with an entertainment center, futon, and fridge. I was nice to have my own space.

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Never Regret

Just remember nothing is a waste. We live, we learn and we move on. Remember what happened in the past, learn from it, and move toward the furture. Never regret, everything happens for a reason. Whats done is done, there is no going back, it was meant to be that way. What will be will be.

We all have good times, we all have bad. It is how we deal with them make us who we are. You can be thankful, you can have faith, but never forget that God is next to along the way. He will give you the choice, give you the option, but never forget he will always love you.

Things got better

Once I moved in with my mom, I did not have to dread going home anymore. I didn't have to fear making my mom upset and what she is going to so when she did. I didn't have to worry about my mother making snide little comments to me as I walked past her. I could have a messy room, I didn't have wash the dishes, I didn't have chores to do every day. I got to go back an be a kid. I felt sorry her own kids.

Couldn't take it anymore

The begining of the school year going into my junior year, I was still living with my dad. I didn't go out for volleyball right away because I didn't not want to have to deal with my step mother. Basketball season was starting up, when I found a note on my bed that said, "You are not God's gift to basketball." There was more too it , but that is what set me off. I didn't know where to go or what to do so I went to my Aunt and Uncle's house, I could not stop crying. My Aunt called my mom. My mom came over and tried talking to me. I couldn't catch my breath I was crying so hard.

My mom had called my brother told him to move my stuff out of Ree's house. If there was any big disupte while he was doing it, my mom said to have them call her because she did not like the way that I was being treated, and that if need be, she would take it to court. It wasn't much longer after that I was moved in with my mom.

Very Greatful to Kari Wagner

Life was so rough in high school, parent being divorce, them getting remarried, step sister and cousin the same grade, and oh yeah my dad and Ree made me feel guilty about associating with my mother. Several times I had thought about killing myself. I did not want to go through life anymore because no matter what I did I was going to hurt someone. I thought that if I moved out my dad's and Ree's house that I would have hurt by leaving. So, I stayed there because I felt like I could handle it.

If it were not for Mrs. Wagner letting me come into her room and spill my guts. I would not be here today. I had thought about getting hit by a car or slitting my wrists, but I don't like pain so I felt that wasn't a good idea. Then I got to thinking about how I would have hurt my mom, my grandaparents, my siblings, and all the other people. I know that they would have done something in a heart beat if they really knew what was going on. Then I could help but wait until college when I would no longer have to live with the reminder of everything I was going through. Killing myself wasn't worth it I still had so much to look forward to.

Bad weather!

This is the 2nd time in 3 days that we have had a tornado warning go through Mahaska County. I have never been in a place where there are so many Tornados. I don't ever remember this many storms going through. I am not complaining. We were to have out Softball InterSquad World Series, however since it rained this afternoon, we did not practice. It was kinda a good thing because didn't have my meds and Wal-Mart had to order more. So my heart has been a thumping today.